I am dealing with a tough time. Lupus is trying to win...but I WILL NOT LET IT.
Today was very hard. BREATHING was hard. My head is pounding and my sight is fuzzy. I have a rash just about everywhere and I have lovely Adema in my legs and hands.
BUT I WILL BE O.K.
I have to much to look forward to. 1 of our daughters is in the Military. She is about to graduate.We will be there. I don't care what it takes. She has been through so much. Our daughter signed up the day she turned 17. She was in the Soldiers program for a year beforing going. Her first time in Boot did not work out. She ended up with a cardiac problem. BUT insisted on staying in. So she went through the restart program. THIS TIME , somebody tripped her on the jump tower and she fell. The guy tried to jump from a bee and our daughter fell. She cracked her hips and pulled the muscles in her legs.BUT is still there. She is going strong. This tiny little blond has gutts..lol
So we will be there...lol
I am taking walk later. I know sounds like a bad idea...But as painful as it will be I know its good for me. I have had Pleurisy before and know I need to excersize my lungs...I learned real fast the last time. Don't just lay there, it makes it worse.
If I my daughter can walk back to barracks with fractured hips, I can walk around with weird lungs.
LOL
I was able to hide the pretty rash on my face today with make-up...That means it might be going away a little, on my face.
So I will walk. No way would I go with out make up right now. No need in scarring the neighbors, they are nice ppl'.
I lost 27 pounds in the last 4 weeks. This is common and the weight will come back.
At times there can be weight gain from the steroids...but not for me. I always seem to loose
So far the hair loss is not to bad this time around.
Nobody else can really tell.
Tonight I will be awake. I can tell when I won't sleep.
I am painting matching tables (coffe table and end tables). They are a creamy color and I am painting roses all over the egdes.
These will be put in my living room to sell at my open house. And I've done a bunch of chippy painted furniture. All pink tones.
I feel so lucky to have this little business. Its been really good for me.
I think for anyone who is sick and homebound...start a little business or write a book. Do something that you can benifit from. Something with goals.
You will be suprised how much it helps.
Take care blog...
Write again soon
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